Tuesday, March 04, 2003
No Fun
I'm fucking sick of everything. I'm sick of being on the breadline, or maybe even below it as I haven't checked my bank balance for ages. I'm sick of the looming world war three that America appears to be intent on starting. I'm sick of fucking london with it's millions of people. I'm sick of machinegunning myself in the foot and losing every girl I've ever loved. I'm sick of going nowhere and being reminded of the bad decisions I've made every day. I'm sick of never feeling good enough for anything. I'm sick of fighting to get out of bed every fucking morning and never feeling bright eyed and bushy tailed in the morning like some lucky sods. I'm sick of the price of petrol, and I'm sick of the reliance on petrol that todays world has. I'm sick of waking up terrified after someone screams so loudly in my dreams that it hurts my ears. I'm sick of being bored shitless 95% of the time. I'm sick of being fat, I'm sick of being disabled, and I'm sick of the blue plastic letter trays in my office. I'm sick of smoking, I'm sick of drinking, and I'm sick of taking baths. I'm sick of TV and all the imported and/or brainless airhead shit that it pumps out, and I'm sick of not being able to afford a TV licence. I'm sick of the TV licencing system. I'm sick of being nice to people I don't like, and I'm sick of being nasty to those that I do. I'm sick of all the music that I own. And I miss my dog.
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